Friday, March 02, 2007

Let say that i m someone who always keep things to myself.

It really makes me not being myself. I was never myself. It is a torture.

When i am upset, i cant show it. I can act as if there is nothing wrong and even smile. Only when i am alone then i will juz want to be alone. I hate myself for being like that. 20 YRS of not being myself. What did i live this life for, i wonder.

signing off... audrey at 11:52 PM